Sorry I didn’t post anything for February inspiration but life just got busy. But now I’m back and I am excited for March theme and challenge.
It’s a little embarrassing to admit but up until about a little over a year ago I have never looked myself naked. Of course I see my self naked all the time considering it’s my body but I have never spent the time to look carefully at myself. I have a full length mirror and I love looking at my self all the time. With clothes on. So when I first looked at myself in the mirror and actually looked at myself it felt a little weird. Seeing my naked self it didn’t feel like me. It felt like i was looking at someone else and not myself because I didn’t have those layers of clothes on.
It’s easy to pick out every bad part of my body that I hate. I could see my sketch marks. Or the scar that’s on my stomach. I could just stand there in disgust and point out ever bad flaws about myself but I knew better. I knew I was my worst enemy and only my word can hurt me the most. Plus by then I have been following a bunch of blogged who were promoting self love.
So instead of picking a bad part about my self I focus on the good. It was hard at first. But slowing I started to find good thing about myself that I love. Now the things i love about myself is definitely more than the things i feel insecure about.
So for this month challenge I would gladly accept it. Because I can be my worst enemy or I can be my biggest supporter.
